"Am I interested? YESSSSSSS I'm interested! And totally freaking out as I say yes I'm interested."
Yup....a stretch. I'm facing a stretch in my photography. I'm welcoming the stretch and trying not to freak out about it either. I've been given a big opportunity in my little photo world and feel like I'm up to the challenge....for the most part.
You see...I deal with insecurities. I think we all face our insecurities at some time or another. It's just that some deal better than others. How am I going prepare for this in time? I'm going to have to learn a few new things in the next 2 weeks...I learn by watching and there is nobody to watch.....aaaaack! I'm fearful that I'm going to mess it up big time, and yet in the next breath I'm so excited about what it means for me and for c koop photography. As hokey as it sounds...this is definitely a door I need to walk through to see where it leads.
That's where I'm at today.....freaking out and then realizing that I need to go to and spend some time with someone who will give me peace...Jesus. So off I go to read and pray...and find peace in knowing that I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.
2 comments:
Go for "it", whatever "it" is, God loves to have us outside our comfort zone where we have to rely on Him!!
i agree with Lynn!!! you will do amazing sweetie and you know it. and, we shall be looking after the boys - just think of the comfort that brings! Ha!!!!! ;-) xoxo
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